shadows in my mind, memories of you now lost
my soul, I can not find, this is the cost
My stomach in a bind, my life, I tossed
You were so kind, but I only bossed
I hate me, Can’t you all see, This is me
I will not sing with glee, What will be the fee
My life slips away, Time for me to pay, here my body will lay
I think I have ranted on this topic before, or maybe something like it…
Anyway, yeah, smokers are human scum assholes who do not deserve to live..
Here is my short story…
It is getting cooler out now, so I like to open my windows, and get some fresh air. Yeah, right fresh air my ass. The people who live next to me, like to sit outside and smoke I guess, because every now and then I start to smell it. It’s not just the smell either, it makes me ill. Sick to my stomach, gives me a headache, etc.
Don’t people realize these things? That sitting outside, and smoking might not only be affecting them? Or do they realize, and just not give two shits? Fuckers I say, all of them.
Some other human scum that comes to mind are assholes that like to drive around at 3am with music so loud, it shakes my windows. What the fuck is up with these people? I hope they all go deaf, and can never again enjoy the sounds of music.
What the fuck is wrong with people today? I try my best to keep to myself, and be quiet, and resectful of others. I go out of my way at times even. It’s no wonder this world is full of hate, and violence, we can’t even do the simple things anymore… Like be fucking quiet, and fucking smoke inside your own damn house…
I love it when the weather starts to cool down. I’d be happy if it was 50f all year ’round.
Yep, another month has flown by without a new post. Oh well,
only like two people in the whole world even look at my blog
anyway. So to you two people I say HI..
Time sure does fly when you are spending all your free time playing WOW…
Yes, I have gone back to running a dead blog. Oh well, maybe
inspiration will hit again soon..
Please people, do some research on the terms that you use..
UFO, does not mean ExtraTerrestrial in nature, UFO simply means
Unidentified Flying Object.
Please learn the difference…
Happy 4th of July.. I wonder, is it more popular to say “Happy July 4th”
or “Happy 4th of July”… Hmmm
Yeah, big news, I have put some real info over there now..
Well, today is the first day of Summer.
I already wish it was the first day of Fall though.
This piece is partly inspired by several songs by 10 years.. and of course all the attention whores out there, we love you all..
Pay attention pay attention pay attention please..
Look at me, look at me, look at me before I disappear
Aren’t I desirable, don’t you love me, don’t you want me
I don’t understand, why won’t you look at me,
why won’t you love me
Pay attention pay attention pay attention please
I’ll cut my wrist, and then you will be sorry
you should have loved me, looked at me
listed to me
I am dead now, I hope you are happy
If I could haunt you I would
I hate you almost as much as I hate myself
why didn’t you look at me, why did you just
why did you just pass me by
More lies
they gather like flies
why do we buy them
body and soul
do we blame them
should we shame them
why do we buy them
do we need them
what are we
without them
lies
Hell on earth, she burns
voices yell, unseen
fires, they burn
She calls out my name
Chosen to serve
A slave I have become
Hell on earth
My very place of birth
Hell on earth
Angles weep
This man is war torn
my soul, war torn
my country, war torn
my heart, war torn
my body, my head, my brain
war torn
Images, they haunt me
bodies broken
building fallen
promises unkept
I had a conversation with death today,
he pointed and said,
that is where my body will lay
when I am dead
he took me by the hand and lead
took me to his home, a dark shed, you could smell my dread
I knew, soon I would be dead, I had to wonder why
i am about to die, why have I not fled